Tuesday, March 25, 2008

My Eyes Bleed !


My eyes bleed, but no blood they need,
As you left them tears, so no blood they need,
Yeh my eyes shout in anguish, no voice they need,
You left them memories, so no voice they need...

For the blood sprouting, You sow the seed,
Iam dead by my soul though still alive by my heartbeat,
The joys that you gave me, are left as a pain indeed,
But I still memorise them to cherish those moments, and that is out of my own greed,
Suffering the pain they carry, No mercy i plead,
Let me suffer this pain, Please god make no deplete,
Cos these are the results of my own committed foolish and selfish deed,
So let me move on this nailed path, n let my pain discreet,
So I dont ever come down to repeat, such a foolish heed,
But this bleed in the cold moments, Provides me the heat,
So I dont die in my own thoughts, and escape my guilt filled defeat,
She played me dirty, Though my love was neat,
I was always fair, but you took the other path and decided to cheat,
But then that is only life, So what your mistake in this part has to be?
Im trying to forget, Im trying to climb, Move on with my life, Im trying to speed,
Buh the pile of sorrow is just too heavy, Its just too lean, Its just to steep,
Im falling deep, The more I try stand up n walk strong, The more I find myself on the creep..

My eyes bleed, but no blood they need,

As you left them tears, so no blood they need,
Yeh my eyes shout in anguish, no voice they need,
You left them memories, so no voice they need...

Carried Away..Valentines Fever!!


Like breath, U bring ‘in’ calmness and take ‘out’ ma tension,
Are my Shadow, always standing for me,
Like an integral part of me, In My wish to god, ya always mentioned,
M far from ya touch, But more closer is what m wanting to be,
Like a ‘moment’, ya love ‘passed’ me, I din evah realize,
Along vid ya ‘love’, lost ma ‘presence of mind’,
Though I hav lost you, Din evah giv it a ‘try’,
Even ma ‘hopes’ wer minimized,
Standing as a ‘common’ man, Now I visualize u wer ‘unique’, one uf a kind,
Still walking this wait, Im sure to cross da distance,
Far from u still feel m near,
Feel ya beside me, jus like I feel fo god’s existence,
I’ll shower thrice more smiles, fo evry tear,
U keep visitng ma dreams, Jus to check me I spose?
Wether for u, ma love still bursts,
U roam ma nights, buh In day ya nowhere close,
U always forget da fact, dat first love is first,
U make me realize ma strength, jus wen m about to fall,
Im perforated vid disappointment, As I let u go..
Wounded by my fate, towards u, Im tryin to ‘crawl’,
I want to ‘stand up’ vid da truth, Buh jus cant let u know…
I cant let u know…

Without You...


Honestly I don even have to say these words,

Puttin them down neat through this verse,

Buh its an act of presenting how much I love you,

A wy conveying da message dat I want chu,

Its ma love, ma emotions ,ma quotes n ma notions,

Ma eyes bleed vid tears , n their cant b no abortion,

Without u ma life is aint jus moving on,

U provide dat base, so I can slip into b groving on,

Phoof n gone, ya like da flashes of heavenly lights at ma door,

Thes emotions r catchin on, so I take it as a whole,

I like the way u touch, the way u smile,

The way ya eyes,twinkle in the night,

Throwin out this light, its divine n aight,

I was wrong at places, falling, buh Now I wanna stand tight…

So gimme da path, show me the way…

So we can swing on the same ring once again..all over again…

Cos m tired crying over n over again..



N it’s a matter of formality putting that ring in ya finger,

Is jus da shadow of da love dat I bring up,

So ring up close to me, don evah leave me,

Don evah think uf doin so, I hope u believe me,

Thse nights r jus too cold, N I wnt ya corner/cover to keep me warm,

U provide me shelter, like a baby safe in her mother’s womb,

So still u try decide, leave ma side n wave me aisde,

It wont make a differnnce to you, buh ma self b shattered,

Its like traveling da dark, n someone blows up the lantern,

U trynna climb up ya dreams, someone snatches da ladder,

Ya attention ya ignorance , Im always da target of da latter…

N speaking on a serious note, Im feelin u feel da feel dat I feel fo you,

Plus I always find amendments to da castle dat I dream fo you,

So giv it a break n we stop satisfying each other,

Bettah sit back straight n try find each other,

Finally…